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My 1st interview with mixed feelings in it...!!!!

My 1^st interview with mixed feelings in it...!!

A day came which i expected for more than 15 years..!! Before sharing i would like to tel about the past 2 days story before my 1st interview..!!


Day 2 before Interview:

           We 6 (my friends) thought of doing combined study for our 1st interview.. we planned to meet at 10 pm in my friends house. i was traveling to his house in MTC bus. Since it is late night i fall asleep and slept in bus and crossed my friends house and went long. Then Conductor woke me up and asked to get down.Then i stepped down and got other bus. On the way, i thought my friends would started reading and finally reached his home at 11pm. when i am entering his house all were busily discussing. i think they discussing about aptitude question but they were discussing why India lose the Final match between India and Australlia. then i went near them as usual i heard nice words from their very good mouths for coming late. Then we started reading the apps question sincerely for 30 minutes. my friends really helped me a lot by teaching the difficult questions.
As i always do, i teached some short cut way to solve the problems to my friends. Then we all started talking about something and heard an alarm sound, time shows 12am.


Day 1 before Interview:

               After saw the time all feels time to close it seems. Am the one to start this talk of closing books. Then, we planned to go Harry Potter film very next day after interview. One of my friend said, We will enjoy the film surely by saying the reason Either we all gotta Job or We all dint get a job .... and he added if anyone get a job and other remains same..that guy will be dead... and he slowly turned his head towards me and said  AM SAYING TO U ONLY nu Indicated and others also joined with him and said the same... I said it wont happen such a way and we gonna rock our 1^st interview i replied.... Because my friends think i am LUCKY in all aspects.. that made them to say like that... Then, we had a unusual and irrelevant talks and slept in same room.
     Then, At early morning we all went to our home. Then at afternoon, i went to Textile shop and had a purchase. I don know which is formal since i went alone and others were busy in preparing for interview. I bought one brown coloured shirt with some square shaped stripes in it and came back home. I never went to college in formal shirts, then i typed formal shirts and googled it.. I was shocked by seeing those dress and at evening again i went to that shop and exchanged it with Blue coloured straight stripes in it and came home. Almost it took 4 hours to travel and 1 hour to take dress. I had a heavy dinner and slept at 9.

INTERVIEW DAY:

Woke up at 5am, As soon as i woke up i opened my bag to arrange my certificates. Another shock waited. My Brother took my file alone and went native last night. I don’t know what to do. Then i called all my friends asking a borrowed file. Atlast,Two friends said i have and  i will give u. I had a big sigh and relaxed. Then started to college and prayed to my favourite god and got a blessings from my parents . And ironed my formal dress and kept it in my bag without folding. The reason why i kept in my bag is we 6 planned to come in casual for attending aptitude test. Once we selected we planned to change the dress.


          We 6 alone in college were in casuals i think so. Everyone asked why u people comes in casual we said we are TERRORS. Then aptitude test started for other departments and we heard they giving bit. Then before ten minutes to aptitude test, our teachers asked us to have a rough paper with all formulas to write in it. Then we wrote all formulas and they sent us to online exam hall. They asked us not to talk with anyone but u can use your formulas. One of my friend sat near me. He is good in aptitude knowledge. Time started for answering questions. I was able to answer only 20 questions out of 35 questions.Half an hour went and i turned my head towards my friend asked him did he finished , He said i know only 30 questions he replied. Then i asked him to show his desktop. He turned his desktop and showed. I was surprised because his questions were same as of mine but questions were altered. I was seeing his answers alone and marking in my answers. While i m copying from his desktop he comparing his answers with my another friend. Again, i compared  all my answers with him and finally we ticked only 32 questions and left the place. Because, Over qualifiers will be eliminated we heard so.
        Then i got a file from my friend and arranged my certificates in it. Later, Another friend who had an arrear gave his file and said " macha.. This company is my dream company but i missed... but i wish you  to get selected in it.. " and gave his file and went. I cant able to face his face. I felt really bad.Then, I took all my certificates from old file and arranged in this file. Then, we 6 went near by friends home to change dress because it seems we will be selected for sure in aptitude round.
  Aptitude round results for 1^st slot were been announced. Heard out 80 people 78 were selected in it. So we all changed dress. After an hour,Our slot result had been announced but we don’t know.We were happily quarrelling and shouting at his home. Other friend called us and told only 30 to 40 were selected from our department out of 85 he said and cuts the call. We were shocked and we thought he is lying. Then we called other friend asking about this, he said only less number of people were selected from our department and  i think KB(my initial) alone in it from our gang he said. He too cuts the call.Then my friends asked me to go soon to college and wished me to perform well. All 5 were wishing me to perform well in interview. I really shocked by their words. I dint expected those words from them at that moment. And they started giving advice how to perform in interview hall. They asked to go college as soon as possible. I ran towards college and went near Placement officer room. Placement sir came out and asked me to go near auditorium. Many Toppers were crying outside his room. Really i felt very bad. I am not topper in my class not even in top 10. I dint had a tie on that day. Other friend gave knotted me a tie and says this tie suits you well. I don’t have any words to explain how i felt that time.

I went near auditorium and they called my name. They gave one form to fill for HR round. I filled and gave them. They asked us to wait outside the auditorium. My class mate finished his interview and came out. He said BE sure what u have in your resume and nothing should be false in it he adviced. I went through my resume, around 60% of in resume were not true. Since am from NON CS back ground,I added C, C++ and JAVA in my resume. HR people asked us to have lunch and come. I ran towards net centre and deleted C++ and JAVA from my profile and took new copy and came back. Then my friends came college and complained about the aptitude round result. But Our HOD dint responded to them properly. Out of 36 people from my department around 10 people wil be going US for their higher studies. That 10 people approached our HOD and said we don’t want this interview and requested to give opportunity for others to take it. But she dint accepted that. So, for name sake that 10 people decided to attend the interview. I brought C book for reading before interview. Because of this bad things i felt something very bad to touch the book. I completely lose my hope.

My friends again wished me with warm smile and gave some confidence and went their home. I decided that to attend interview casually. Let luck decides this interview i leaved all my hope. After an hour, they asked me to  wait near library  room. I went there and saw around 20 people were sitting to attend interview. I sat on that queue. Now the time is 3pm. I was waiting for a long time around half an hour were taking for each candidate by that HR. I thought i will be sent off soon because i cant talk in English for 5 min, how can i for 30 minutes ??

Only 4 people remaining that too all my class mates, we were fighting who to go first.. as usual I said I will be last one to go.  But in that one of my class mate overtook me. So I am last before one. I was even hearing the clock ticking sound in my watch,That much silence in library i never felt that silence in my college library. Now the time is 8pm.

INTERVIEW:

My friend forced me to go in. I went inside the interview Hall. A lady was sitting. I wished her but she dint responded.I went near her, she asked me to have a seat. I sat on the chair and gave my file. She dint opened that. She started asking questions,

HR : Tell about yourself ?
Me: My name is Suresh.... Bla Bla...Bla...
HR:Y did u choosed this college ?
Me: I like to study in SRM, but i dint got a chance to study in that.. But i luckily got the branch of             SRM.  So what i preferred this college.
HR: NO response.
HR: U belongs to NON IT.. Y did u choosed IT industry...?
Me: ( I prepared answer but unfortunately in tension i forgot the prepared answer) I love to install new software in my system, I felt i should create such a software. That made me to choose IT field.
HR: (with some bad look) Oh...!!
Hr: Y u prefer TCS ??
Me: I love to be part of Indian Company... TCS is the only top most MNC company which is founded in India... that made me to prefer TCS... also the name TATA made me to prefer.
HR: Hmm..
She opened my file and went through my profile...
HR: Can U explain ur Project..?
Me: Our Project is ........( memorised answer)
HR: This is old project right.. nothing new in it... Anyway Okay...
Me:(Tried to argue... but my friend said no argument in Interview) Oh.. i think then we should change the project..
HR: What is your area of interest ?
Me: Electrical Machines...
HR: Tel about electrical machines ?
Me: (Started Blabbering....for more than 5 minutes because she i thought she wil be from IT back ground... How she knows about electrical... So blaberring)
 (she slowly heard everything.... and asked few cross questions in it... I tackled her and answered sorry blabbered)
HR: Can i ask u some questions ?
Me: Sure
HR: We belongs to IT industry.. but u keep on talking about electrical... How can i select u...?
Me: Sorry mam... Ask some questions about IT?
HR: Can u please write the Fibonacci series program..?
(She gave me paper and pen)
(I heard about Fibonacci series but i really don’t know how the series will be... but i pretended as i know )
I started writing program.... This what i wrote...
#include<studio.h>
#include<conio.h>
Void main ()
{
(??????)
Me: Sorry mam.. i don’t know the program.. I m from Non IT we never studied C in detail.... But i m sure i wil be able to grasp easily in training...
HR: (No reaction.. but surely she wil be laughed inside ) okay.. let me ask u question in this...
Me: ( Rightu... Nammaluku saniyan sangu oodha aaramichiduchu nu thought ) Ya sure...( like in Yaaradi nee mohini)
HR: What this symbol # means... and Y it is used...?
Me: sorry... I don’t know the answer...
HR: (She explained its pre definer.something... i pretended to be listening... she eagerly explained about that...)
Me: Oh.. Thanks for explaining this...( Ice vaika try panna... but mudila )
HR: she saw my program and smiled... and asked what is it STUDIO.h...??
Me: (I was ashamed) sorry... i dint noticed that...
(My mind voice... Evlo sorry dhaan kekkaradhu...kevalama ninaika poranganu)
Hr: Okay/.. Letz go back to Electrical...
(I felt apaadaa...)
HR: What is the frequency for transmission...?
Me: i said its 1KHZ...
HR: U sure ?
Me: Yes...
HR: can two supply be transmitted with same frequency...?
Me: NO...( Last time yes.. so this time No sollalam nu told)...
HR: u sure ?
Me: Yes...( again cross questions... I can able to answer only 2 questions out of 5...)
HR: Do u have any question to ask me ?
Me: Yes... As TCS Vision... before 2010 TCS should have to be in World TOP 10 IT company ... That have been achieved last month... What wil be our Next vision..?
HR: (She thinks..) To be 1^st will be our next vision
Me: Thanks..
HR: Can u able to work in any part of India..?
Me: Ya sure... Even abroad i m ready to go...
HR: (smiled...) Mostly we wont send freshers to abroad...
Me: oh sorry...
HR: u can go now... wait for the result ??
I came out. Since its library.. everything closed by mirror.. i saw she wrote a lot on my form and ticked for something and kept inside.... Then i came out...
I sent a text to all my friend... Interview sema sodhapal... All called me and enquired about this... i said the same story to all... Everyone said.. you will be selected for sure... but I  don’t have confidence on me.. because i know how i performed..


Next day:

Till morning., we were waiting for result.. because Interview takes till 2am... At early morning 6am... results announced... i was praying to god... Finally, my name have been read out... I feel like flying in a heaven... But i dint because my another best friend of other dept dint selected in this HR round... She is topper of her class... she crying a lot... i tried to convince her but i cant... she was fully frustrated completely... I went home and told to my parents... My loved one called me and said she going native and she wont come back to college again... Then, i convinced her and i went with her to native...She cried like hell for 8 hours continuously... I talked very bad about my company.... This is the worst company and made her brain that TCS is the worst company... Atlast, she believed tat TCS is bad... 8 hours talk made her to believe... Whole day, I was feeling why i selected.... i scolded a God like a hell... Instead of me, if she got selected i will be happy like heaven.. but everything looks good to me, but everything happened around me looks like hell... I never saw my best friend crying the whole day in front of me.. This moment is the worst moment in my life... I never felt happy...  Because neither my loved one nor any of my friends got selected with me.. Itz a mixed feeling that no one will get in this world.
I got selected in Top class MNC company but  neither i felt happy for that nor enjoyed it. The mixed feelings ruined my heart.

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Regards 
Suresh Ajai